# The Circular Flow of Man's Life within the World Of Sense, Soul And Spirit

## GA 68b — 5 February 1907, Basel

### 45. The Riddle of Existence

The riddle of our existence is as old as thinking humanity itself, and not only has it been posed at all times, but also among all peoples. But there are also moments in every single human life when we look up to something higher, something mysterious. In particular, one big question is posed again and again by thinking humanity, namely, the question of the meaning and significance of our existence. In fact, one could say that all other riddles ultimately boil down to this one question about the meaning of the universe. And deep down inside every single person lies the emotional desire to receive an answer to this question. But it is not only our ignorance of such lofty things as the movement of the stars or the origin of our existence that drives us to ask questions; often, more mundane things do so to an even greater extent; indeed, there are times in life when everything becomes a mystery , why we are afflicted with sorrow and pain, why we are born into a lower class, while others are born into the most favorable conditions of life, why we suffer while others do not, although we lead a seemingly blameless life. Yes, it is especially difficult for us to understand that we are deprived of the necessities of life, although our fellow human beings have seemingly entered into existence with just as few merits and are now richly blessed with the most diverse goods.

In addition to the big existential questions, however, there are still questions in life, the solutions to which should not only satisfy our minds and ingenuity, but should also pour into our hearts like comfort and reassurance, filling our souls with a harmonious mood that truly understands life. Of course, not only the mind should have a say in the objective solution of the existential questions. For according to the monistic world view, which assumes that both spirit and mind flow from the same source of existence, both also demand consideration.

There have always been great epochs in the development of mankind when the attempts to solve the questions of existence have brought peace to troubled souls. Religions, in their own way, provide such solutions to the big questions; but they mainly take into account only one side of the human being, that is, they satisfy more only the mind, but not the reasoning intellect as well.

For some time now, something has been emerging in our culture that seems like a conflict between those religious solutions that were sacred to many people and meant truth to them, and what science teaches.

Even children are confronted with such questions in a worrying way. They are introduced to the teachings of the origin and destiny of man in great religious images, but at the same time they also absorb the teachings of popular science, they hear about the development of man and all living things through purely natural forces.

The consequences that arise for a young soul can be of two kinds: either such a person becomes dulled to all higher things, enthusiasm for the questions of the meaning of life and existence fades away, or he takes the side of science and deliberately begins to trample on religious truths from his supposedly superior point of view.

There have been many attempts to resolve this conflict. Almost every day brings us new evidence of how people here and there are striving to shed light on the riddles of existence, even if these personal attempts do not directly promote scientific insight.

But another attempt at a solution has been gaining ground with ever greater force in recent decades. Although it has crept quietly and modestly into our culture, it has already brought peace and quiet to thousands upon thousands of minds. What distinguishes this approach from all others is that it does not apply only to the narrow confines of a single nation, but rather its followers are scattered across the globe, belonging to the most diverse nations and religions.

This attempt to solve the riddle of existence has been made by spiritual science. It tells us: Man perceives the world of the senses around us, but that is not all, as material science believes, for which everything that lies beyond sensory perception is transcendental.

For spiritual science, the human being is a creature in the process of development. The word development seems so familiar to us; how could it not, being the magic word of a large range of recent scientific fields. However, spiritual science takes this word in a different sense than natural science does.

For spiritual science, development is an inner deed of man. We are in the midst of development, not just something to be observed from the outside.

If our senses have limits to our knowledge, it is because we have developed to a certain point. Where we are in our development is the limit of our knowledge. But we can develop further and higher with the necessary seriousness and inner clarity. Our senses are not complete from the beginning either; they are the products of long periods of development. The eye, this marvelously complicated organ, has been conjured out of the most primitive beginning, similar to the ear, which may have originally been nothing more than a simple static apparatus.

Similarly, abilities can still develop in the human soul that can then reveal to us what is still hidden today under impenetrable veils. This spiritual vision may be just as great an experience for a person as physical vision is for a blind person. For the blind man there is only a world of touch and sounds around him. The world of light and colors do exist in themselves, but he does not perceive any of them, so for him they are nothing. It is the same with the spiritual organs of perception. Those who lack the ability to perceive in this higher way perceive nothing of these higher worlds. However, this does not mean that there can be no development and rebirth of the soul, that one can go beyond the limits of the ordinary mind and see new worlds around oneself. In this sense, spiritual science seeks to solve the questions of existence and the riddles of the world.

For some, of course, what spiritual science has to say seems ridiculous because there is absolutely no convincing evidence for them, the undeveloped. But for those who work with these things, the matter is different. It is, moreover, a well-known fact that many things that have subsequently moved people deeply were ridiculed and scorned when they first appeared.

From this point of view, let us now discuss the great mystery of existence, which is about the nature of man, during life and after death, which thus asks about the fate of the soul.

For spiritual science, the study of the human being is much more difficult than it is for material science to study the human being, whom it merely knows. It sees the whole of man's being in his mere physical body. For spiritual science, on the other hand, this corporeality of man is only part of his entire being. The physical body is the part of man that can be perceived by our senses. It is constructed from the seemingly lifeless material of the nature around us. However, spiritual science knows other higher elements of human nature in addition to this physical body.

From the mid-nineteenth century until the last third of the twentieth century, anyone who dared to talk about such things was considered a fool. Today, however, opinions and views on this subject have changed somewhat. At the beginning of the nineteenth and at the end of the eighteenth century, people still spoke of a life force, which was understood to be something quite different from something that exists according to purely mechanical laws.

In the purely materialistic theory, however, it was thought that life meant merely a suitable interaction of physical forces.

Today, there are again some researchers who, on the basis of facts, have come to the conclusion that there is more to human life than just physical matter and forces. In earlier centuries and millennia, such things were researched by the secret sciences. There is a significant amount of literature about these secret researches, where one can find more detailed information.

The second link of the human being is called the life or etheric body. This is not to be understood as something like a structure consisting of that hypothetical physical ether, but the correct view of it can be gained through the following consideration: a crystal can exist in itself through its physical and chemical forces; for a living being, however, these alone are no longer sufficient. As soon as life has left it, the individual parts of the physical body disintegrate because they are composed of an impossible mixture. What now holds them together is precisely the life body. This is the vehicle of growth and reproduction.

The third link is the astral body, the carrier of desire and suffering, of joy and pain, of passion and instinct. It encompasses the lower soul life of the human being, as well as the lower imaginative life of everyday life.

The fourth aspect of the human being is the I, which distinguishes humans from all other earthly creatures. The etheric body is shared with plants and animals, the astral body only with the animal world. The fourth aspect, on the other hand, is, as I said, not shared with any other earthly creature. More deeply-oriented natures have always felt this I as something very special. “I” is now a very strange name, which one could not say like any other name of an object, but everyone can only say “I” to themselves. This name can never reach our ears from the outside if it is to be a designation of ourselves.

All deeper religions, and these are those based on spiritual science, know that when the soul utters that name “I”, then, as it were, God speaks in it. That is why this name was already called the unpronounceable name of God in Hebrew antiquity, which can only sound in the innermost soul. Jean Paul recounts in his biography that sublime moment of his own birth of the ego; at that moment he looked into the holy of holies of his being.

Every occult school since the most ancient times has held that man consists of at least these four elements, which work and weave together. From this point of view, the threads will also reveal themselves to us, through which we can come closer to solving the mystery of human existence.

Only the cultivated and highly developed human being can become aware of these four elements. The “savage” and the average European differ only in that the former unconditionally follows his instincts and passions, while the latter knows that they must not be followed. The I has begun to purify the astral body in the latter. Here, therefore, the astral body is divided into a part influenced by the I and one that is given over to desires.

But the I works not only on the astral body, but also on the etheric or life body. All earthly impressions that pass by quickly are changes in the etheric body for spiritual research. He who has brought about profound and lasting changes in his etheric body, for example, has improved his memory, has achieved a great deal. The greatest impulses for working in the etheric body are artistic and religious perceptions, for they most essentially ennoble the etheric body. On an even higher level, there is even a transformation of the physical body.

The differences between these individual stages only become really clear when we consider sleep and death. The former can be described as the younger brother of the latter.

Notion of the nature of sleep: During sleep, changes occur in the human being. When asleep, only the physical body and the etheric body of the sleeper lie in bed; however, the astral body and the ego are loosened. Instincts, desires and passions, feelings and sensations sink down into unconscious darkness during sleep. All qualities that are carried by the etheric body are active or at least present in a sleeping person. How can we understand the nature of the dying person and the dead? The difference between sleep and death lies in the fact that in sleep the I and the astral body are lifted out of the physical body, while in death the etheric body also separates from the physical body, leaving the latter behind as a dead corpse, which chemically represents an impossible mixture.

However, it does happen that shortly after death, the etheric and physical bodies remain together. In such moments, the whole of life between birth and death stands before consciousness like a great image.

Some people are able to describe such moments in their lives, especially if they have once been in great danger. Here, in a brief moment, what applies to all people after death occurs. Only through the physical body is the narrowness of consciousness formed. The etheric body is the carrier of memory, which is precisely what is restricted and limited in the physical body. In that moment, however, memory expands wonderfully.

The etheric body then detaches itself from the physical body as a second corpse gradually dies, only to completely dissolve in its sphere after some time. But the essence of his life remains in the human being. This essence lives and works in him and consists of the memory tableau of life. He takes this with him on his journey after life. Then the moment also arrives when those parts of the astral body dissolve that have not been processed by the ego.

Now comes a fact that can be proved just as logically as any biological law, but which few people think about properly and thoroughly, namely that the human, immortal individuality, consisting of the ego and the life essence, finds a new opportunity to enter this earthly life. The spiritual research of all times and also today's theosophy teach reincarnation.

The essence that lives in a person today has often been on earth before and will return again and again, although not always in the same external form.

Every person has the opportunity and the strength to develop through the work of their own self. This results in a refinement of the etheric body and an increase in the life essence as abilities and innate qualities. The more often a person has gone through such a life and the better they have applied such a life, the more noble their powers and aspirations will become.

Spiritual science leads man beyond spiritual superstition, while all materialistic science tends to lead to superstition because it strives to explain the imperfect from the imperfect. More and more we should strive to take as much as possible of the imperishable with us into the superphysical realm.

The ego core goes through many lives of man and rises ever higher to God. Originally, the soul also comes from divinity. Comparison with the bee that returns to the beehive laden with honey: [The old Greek wisdom says in reference to this, the human soul resembles a bee that flies out to collect honey. It flies out of the bosom of the deity and gathers the honey of experience in life, which it then carries back to the deity.] Thus, the causes of our current existence lie in previous states of existence. Ultimately, there is no suffering that is not karmically balanced before the end of the last life.

From such points of view, strength and consolation for life arise! Thus one can endure pain because one has the consciousness that a balance will take place sooner or later. One's deeds are no longer fruitless, but they all have their importance and meaning.

Karma is the name given to activities that have been transformed into fixed qualities. This law prevails throughout nature.

From such perspectives, the riddles of existence are revealed. The solutions are also answers for the mind. This is how we feel the great truths, which lead us from the transitory to the immortal, to the eternal!