# Self-Knowledge and God-Knowledge I

## GA 90a — 30 October 1904, Berlin

### LXIV. On Clairvoyance

Every occultist knows the great dangers that lie in the frivolous popularization of occult truths and insights. On the other hand, however, it should also be taken into account that Theosophy, among other things, imposes the duty of spreading and advocating certain occult teachings that come only from occult research. When we do this, those who have familiarized themselves with such teachings feel the need to learn something about the methods by which such insights are actually gained. Theosophy speaks of the development of humanity and of the world, of races, rounds and so on, of planetary systems and other things. Those who hear these truths will, even if they believe that the intellect can grasp them, still feel the need to ask what the paths are by which such insights are attained.

Now, in general, it is not easy to talk about this path. However, today a few remarks will be made about the nature of what the occultist calls clairvoyance. One must not confuse occultism and theosophy. Theosophy is basically only the external expression for the experiences gained in the field of occultism. Occultism is the source of the theosophical teachings. Today we will talk about one chapter of this occultism.

The experiences on which the theosophical teachings are based are made in completely different states of consciousness than those that are characteristic of the ordinary person. Two such different states of consciousness come into particular consideration. We will start with what the ordinary person experiences. This person has their everyday, waking daytime consciousness – through which they are able to perceive the things around them and to educate themselves about cause and effect and the other laws of this physical world through their mind, through their reason, in short, through their intellectuality.

But this state of consciousness is not the only state of experience for the everyday person. The human experience extends far beyond what is accessible to his consciousness. The normal person has two other states of experience, which are the so-called dream sleep and dreamless deep sleep.

This second state of consciousness, sleep interspersed with dreams, does not plunge the person completely into the unconscious. The person is able to bring something into the waking consciousness. However, what he brings into consciousness is not the content of the actual experience he had during the dream-filled sleep. The experience is something quite different from what he later becomes aware of. It is, so to speak, only a bringing across of individual fragments, of fragmentary mirror images. What a person experiences in a completely different world during dream-filled, not very deep sleep, are coherent, ordered facts. And of these facts, which he experiences but of which he does not become aware, he has some memory. He has brought them into his memory for the waking consciousness and later remembers what happened over there. However, the content is remembered only sparsely and distorted. This content cannot be compared in any way with what is experienced over there.

This is a world that, if it could be seen through, would be filled with the facts of the so-called astral world. Just as the physical world is filled with the facts of the sensual world, here one experiences the spiritual facts. But over there we experience feelings, passions, desires, cravings, instincts as facts. We experience them only as they exist as mental processes, not as they otherwise are in our personal form, refracted through our earthly life. It is simply a different world that the human being experiences there and from which he only brings pieces over into the ordinary waking consciousness of the day. No one should ever characterize the experiences in the so-called astral realm by what he brings over from the content of his dreams into his waking consciousness. This is just as rich, indeed much richer, than the world of the senses, and in terms of the contrasts it offers, it cannot be compared to what goes on in our world of the senses. The manifoldness of what appears good, bright, radiant, and, on the other hand, of the terrible, repulsive, and gruesome phenomena, cannot be compared to what our sensory world offers.

The third state is dreamless sleep. In most people, very little of the experiences that occur during the dreamless sleep state come through into the waking day consciousness. What comes across is usually not consciously perceived. The experience of dreamless sleep appears in the waking 'day consciousness' not in its causality, but in its effect. What is experienced there are the great laws of reality, the true, to a certain extent much more true, original causes and essences of our world. What takes place in the outer physical forms of existence in the animal and plant kingdoms (the mineral kingdom does not belong here, for nothing can be learned about the true nature of the mineral kingdom in dreamless sleep) — the way in which life manifests itself in these kingdoms, how forms develop from one to another, what great laws life actually has – that, if we were to penetrate it in its true form, would suddenly illuminate many connections in life that are otherwise mysterious and obscure in the ordinary consciousness. Man undergoes all this without retaining anything consciously in his waking day consciousness.

This is nothing more than a description of the three states, of which only one is a real state of consciousness that we encounter in people.

Now it is self-evident that none of the experiences gained in this way can be the content of occult teaching. Occult experience begins only when a very specific transformation of the state of consciousness has taken place. This transformation will be briefly characterized.

There is a point in ordinary human consciousness that marks a turning point in the development of every person who is in any way reflective or sensible. This is the awakening of self-awareness. You all know that at first the child does not speak in the first person, but says: “Charles wants,” “Mary wants.” It is a very specific stage in the development of the human being when the possibility arises that he may say “I”. This awakening of self-awareness is different from all other facts that one can experience. It is a very intimate experience. Everyone can say “I” to themselves. You can give any other thing a different name. I can only say “I” to myself and no one can say “I” to another “I”. Only a person can refer to themselves with the very specific name, “I”.

Self-awareness is something completely different. The thought of the ego is exclusive and cannot be compared to any other. There is now a way to work on the ego in such a way that, just as it is only within itself in ordinary self-awareness, its entire world of thought is shaped from the center of the ego in the same way that the thought of the ego usually occurs. When, through diligent and sustained meditation, a person brings himself to face his entire world of thoughts in the same way that an ordinary person faces only the point of the ego, and not only his world of thoughts but the world of thoughts in general, then he is called an intuitive person. Then the world of thoughts emerges from the center of his being itself. He then produces thoughts in the same sense as he previously produced thoughts of the ego.

This stage of ego development can be attained. Through correct meditation in a certain sense, a person can come to relate to his world of thoughts in the same way as he previously related to his ego. Two sentences in “Light on the Path” have the power, when applied in the right way, to bring the ego to this point of view. They are not mere abstract sentences, but are written out of the astral experience of thousands of years. These two sentences, which are an extraordinary means of education, are:

Before the eye can see, it must wean itself from tears.  
Before the ear can hear, its sensitivity must fade.

There is strength and life in these sentences; they need only be applied in the right way. When man has reached this stage, then something else necessarily occurs: he is able to experience in an orderly way what is otherwise only experienced in dreamless sleep and what otherwise comes only in fragments. In this way, this world, which takes place in the astral, becomes just as real to him as the world of the senses was real to him before. Man then has the memory of the facts of the Kama world.

The next higher level is where the person no longer has dream-filled sleep, but is able to look into the higher world through intuition. This world is full of spiritual clarity; there is no longer any arbitrariness. Two perceptions are associated with this intuitive state. When a person has reached this stage of development, he perceives in his own experience the dangerous enemies of human life: the elemental spirits of birth and death, which continually lurk in the adjoining natural realms, which are always there, which try to seduce the human being, and so on. These elemental beings, which move into the astral body and influence its desires, are always there. In ordinary life, they are hidden by the veil of Maya.

These enemies in the neighboring natural realms are what a person first becomes aware of at this stage of development. And this is of the utmost importance for development in occultism. In this state, which can be compared to dreamless sleep, the person perceives – this is his first experience in this state of consciousness – what the enemies are that pull him down and lead him to the lower realms. It is good that these forces, which thus prevail in man, are hidden from the ordinary person. It is good that a veil is spread over them here. For it is not speaking of them, but really getting to know them, that only those who have attained a certain level of self-confidence and moral strength within themselves can bear. Therefore, no true occultist will give instructions on how to reach such a level before a person has achieved a decisive development of character in the direction of self-confidence, morality and presence of mind, so that he does not run the risk of losing himself, but can hold his powers together. These three qualities are required for every occultist.

That which is hidden from the consciousness of the day in this way, and which confronts man at this stage, is called the Guardian of the Threshold. He guards the threshold because he must not allow the ordinary man to see what is behind it. However, it loses much of its horror if the person has the designated character traits or has acquired them to a certain degree. By the end of the Atlantean era, people had ceased to develop these moral powers sufficiently. Hence the peculiar conditions arose that are known from the description of Atlantis.

In the continuation of this path, man must not only be brought to experience the world of thought as his own, but in order to be able to connect with reality at a higher level, he must also transform the entire world of feeling. Then the ability to see things directly in the higher worlds during the waking day consciousness begins, for example the human aura; initially only in the lower stages. When a person has reached this stage, he has basically already opened up a source of extraordinarily profound experience. Then he lives just as consciously in the spiritual as the ordinary person lives within the sense things.

On the third level, however, he lives where there is no longer any conscious experience for the ordinary person. He experiences the same as the ordinary person in the outer sense world, only on a higher level. He then experiences the laws of the world of causes. There is no longer any difference between the experiences in the so-called unconscious state of sleep and the conscious state of the day. This is the continuity of consciousness, which is gradually and very gradually attained. But relatively soon the separation of the soul will have progressed so far that it can live not only in thoughts but also in sensations. Then he can form concepts from these, as things actually look in reality.

“Light on the Path” gives the right instruction to reach this stage. It requires patience, perseverance and steadfastness in an extraordinary degree. The possibility for this lies in the forces hidden in the next two sentences:

Before the masters can speak, the wound must be unlearned.  
Before the soul can stand, the blood of its heart must moisten its feet.

They contain the forces that lead people to direct experience and direct perception.

Those who have reached this stage and are able to say “I” to their world of feeling are now able to consciously experience all the truths related to devachan. The teachings of devachan can be consciously experienced at this level of consciousness.

One may well believe that when man has passed through evolution to this stage, he becomes a dreamer, that he loses his usual soberness and power of judgment. On the contrary, the possibility of yielding to superstition or dogma ceases. Even doubt and skepticism disappear from the soul when man has arrived at a concept of this stage of development. There is now a state analogous to dream-filled sleep and to deep sleep. When man has progressed so far as to see the Devachan, there are still other states into which he can consciously place himself. These are states in which he can experience something much higher. These states consist in the following.

From direct observation, one learns to recognize how the various forms of the universe transform and metamorphose into one another. It becomes clear how a thought form is formed out of mental substance, then encloses astral substance and plastically dominates the astral substance. But it is also learned how the beings of higher planes, from the mental plane through the astral plane, move down to the physical world. The entire sum of possible transformations of form in the universe lies before the initiate. He can answer the question of what forms a plant has undergone in earlier, long-gone epochs. The various forms of transformation that belong to our planetary system are revealed at this level of knowledge. This is called the conscious experience of form development in esotericism.

The state that is analogous to dreamless deep sleep shows how life, the essence itself, pours into the various forms. In this case, the difference is that during the second state, the various forms are perceived in very different colors than in the third stage. When a thought form is perceived, for example, it can appear in bright yellow colors. There are thought forms that are perceived in this way. There are also thought images that have a certain spiritual form. In the third stage, the vital ether flows into these thought forms, which may, for example, have the beautiful light color of a peach blossom. You can then not only see rigid or completely mobile forms that transform into one another, but also perceive how these forms are animated from their center.

The result is that you can place yourself in the various etheric forms of consciousness, so that you can not only recognize the laws of devachanic life, but also the transformations of our earth – only our earth, it does not go further – that it has undergone during the time of the so-called round developments. The process of passing through several planets or globes, of Arupa planets and Rupa planets and the like, is undergone. These transformations can be learned in this state of consciousness. And then the different rounds themselves can be undergone, learned.

Thus, through appropriate exercises, man can learn to understand part of the teaching that the theosophical movement has brought into the world. The further path can no longer be presented. On the other side, the state of consciousness begins, which consists of becoming insensitive to the possibility of external sensation. And with that, the actual life of the adept begins. From the experiences of the adept, only that which goes beyond the designated boundary can be gained.

The purpose of what has been presented here is to indicate the methods that lead to the knowledge that is available in the theosophical textbooks.

After all, the communication and reception of theosophy is partly based on trust. This must also be the case today. But it can be demanded that explanations be given as to the origin of this knowledge, which we in the West have the opportunity to access again. In this, the leading spiritual individuals, the masters, have the opportunity to provide not only the teachings, but also the esoteric perspectives, which, if used correctly, can promote development in a corresponding spiritual direction.

In addition to the significant work of “Secret Doctrine” by H.P. Blavatsky, the book “Light on the Path” has also been inspired, which really is a light on the path that humanity is to follow from now on into the future. When this path is trodden, or at least understood, only then will it be possible to know something of how this knowledge and this will, which are to lead to our goal, can be attained and how they must be attained in the future. For only a few today may the path be passable. This should not be talked about further. But we can be clear about the fact that that human experience in which the appearance of meaning ceases and higher experience occurs cannot be attained other than through a certain development of the spiritual life.

In a more intense way than in any other way, it is precisely through this spiritual development, which should live through teaching and word in the theosophical movement, that the great goal of development can be achieved, which has been expressed in that deep realization, that great esoteric truth, which can easily be said but is difficult to understand, and which belongs to the most ancient wisdom of mankind:

> One life dwells in all beings, one and many, like the moon that reflects in many images on the water.