Esoteric Lesson
It would take a very sick soul to walk across a meadow covered with autumn crocuses and say to oneself: “I am afraid of the autumn crocuses; they might swallow me up.” As I said, it would have to be a very sick soul that could speak like that. And yet, similar feelings could arise in the esotericist, and we must be prepared for such things. An esotericist may come to say: “I feel devoted to the spiritual worlds; they take possession of me; it is as if I were being absorbed by higher beings.” And in such a soul, resentment can arise toward the gods. Just as there are three kingdoms among us, the animal, plant, and mineral kingdoms, so above us are the three lowest kingdoms of the higher hierarchies, angels, archangels, and archangels. And at a certain moment, the soul can feel as if its angel is taking possession of it, and it rebels against it.
Cite:
GA 266b/1911-10-14/p015 · edition English