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And precisely because I understand this, I also believe I have the right to openly confess here that the union of the high spiritual knowledge that works on that side with the practical experience of life, which rushes from triumph to triumph in the realm of matter, can only be beneficial.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"title":"Related drafts for the first, second, and third scenes","site_heading":null,"date":null,"location":null,"word_count":208,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/en/ga/44/05_02/p005","alignment_confidence":"high","alignment_reason":"beads:length","two_voice_volume":false,"translation_credit":{"scope":"unit","status":"established","translator":"Steiner Online Library","identified_edition":null,"book_title":null,"publisher":null,"publisher_inferred":false,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Articles/GA044/English/Dweller_05.html","evidence":"lecture_page_line"},"edition_coverage":{"de":["original"],"en":["English"]},"available_versions":[{"lang":"de","edition":"original","edition_basis":null,"is_original":true,"is_default_edition":true,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/44/05_02/p005"},{"lang":"en","edition":"English","edition_basis":null,"is_original":false,"is_default_edition":true,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/en/ga/44/05_02/p005","paragraph_aligned":true}],"unit_kind":{"kind":"second_piece_same_name","base_unit":"GA 44/05","note":"Another piece with the same name as 05 in this volume; the suffix only separates the two."},"authorship":{"kind":"dramatis_persona","is_steiner":true,"speaker":"DOCTOR STRADER","author":"Rudolf Steiner","note":"A line from the drafts and fragments of Rudolf Steiner's Mystery Dramas. 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Doch will ich davon nicht sprechen, wie ich mich persönlich zu ihm stelle. Ich will nur dahin deuten, daß ich im Schmerz mich von allen Denkerträumen einst gelöst und dem Menschenwissen seit langer Zeit nur da gedienet habe, wo es in der Lebenspraxis schaffend wirkt. So glaube ich zu kennen, wie der Geist im Stoffe wirkt. Und eben weil ich dies verstehe, vermeine ich auch das Recht zu haben, hier offen zu bekennen, daß die Vereinigung des hohen Geisteswissens, das auf jener Seite wirkt, mit der Lebenspraxis, die von Triumph zu Triumph im Reich des Stoffes eilt, von Heil nur sein kann.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":193,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/44/05_02/p005"}],"english":["GA 44/05_02/p005"],"method":"length","confidence":"high","correspondence":"established","length_check":{"de_words":193,"en_words":208,"ratio":1.08,"partial":false},"pairing_state":"proposed","verified":false},"witness_completeness":{"ratio":1.07,"band":"comparable","note":null,"word_count":7934,"original_word_count":7406,"may_be_abridged":false},"witness_quality":{"translator":{"scope":"unit","status":"recorded","translator":"Steiner Online Library","identified_edition":null,"book_title":null,"publisher":null,"publisher_inferred":false,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Articles/GA044/English/Dweller_05.html","evidence":"lecture_page_line"},"entity_parity":{"status":"ok","checked_against":["GA 44/05_02/p005"],"missing_from_translation":[],"present_only_in_translation":[],"bead_confidence":"high","note":"Every load-bearing name in the German counterpart appears in this English passage. 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