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They are designed in such a way that this development of the soul life, as it has just been characterized, is paralleled by another development. 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By striving to become a spectator of one's own will, by striving, so to speak, to look at one's own will as one otherwise looks at external mineral or plant or other entities, one gradually loses oneself completely as a matter of course, one ceases to be a spectator, so to speak.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":98,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/en/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p034","witness_quality":{"translator":{"scope":"unit","status":"recorded","translator":"Steiner Online Library","identified_edition":"SOL2024","book_title":"Ways to a Knowledge of the Eternal Forces of the Human Soul","publisher":"Steiner Online Library","publisher_inferred":true,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA070b/English/SOL2024/19160319p01.html","evidence":"lecture_page_line","publisher_note":"The publisher is inferred from the edition code in this lecture's source URL, not stated by the source page. 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You really do extinguish yourself by trying to look more and more at your will, you extinguish yourself!","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":55,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/en/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p035","witness_quality":{"translator":{"scope":"unit","status":"recorded","translator":"Steiner Online Library","identified_edition":"SOL2024","book_title":"Ways to a Knowledge of the Eternal Forces of the Human Soul","publisher":"Steiner Online Library","publisher_inferred":true,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA070b/English/SOL2024/19160319p01.html","evidence":"lecture_page_line","publisher_note":"The publisher is inferred from the edition code in this lecture's source URL, not stated by the source page. 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One experiences that one carries within oneself during one's whole life an inner, invisible, unconscious spectator of one's whole volition.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":76,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/en/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p037","witness_quality":{"translator":{"scope":"unit","status":"recorded","translator":"Steiner Online Library","identified_edition":"SOL2024","book_title":"Ways to a Knowledge of the Eternal Forces of the Human Soul","publisher":"Steiner Online Library","publisher_inferred":true,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA070b/English/SOL2024/19160319p01.html","evidence":"lecture_page_line","publisher_note":"The publisher is inferred from the edition code in this lecture's source URL, not stated by the source page. 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Then the inner spiritual man is present - who now knows himself as the spiritual man completely free from the bodily and at the same time knows himself in a spiritual reality, just as the sensual man with his eyes and ears knows himself in the physical-sensual reality.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":109,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/en/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p040","witness_quality":{"translator":{"scope":"unit","status":"recorded","translator":"Steiner Online Library","identified_edition":"SOL2024","book_title":"Ways to a Knowledge of the Eternal Forces of the Human Soul","publisher":"Steiner Online Library","publisher_inferred":true,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA070b/English/SOL2024/19160319p01.html","evidence":"lecture_page_line","publisher_note":"The publisher is inferred from the edition code in this lecture's source URL, not stated by the source page. 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Aber wenn man will, so fließt dasjenige, was Wollen ist, so eng zusammen mit dem, was sich als Handlung und dergleichen vollzieht, oder es bleibt in der Empfindung des Wunsches enthalten, dass der eigentliche Willensvorgang nicht angeschaut wird. Auch die oftmals mystisch genannte Selbstbeobachtung, die so leicht zu gewissen [Zielen], die sie sich steckt, zu kommen glaubt, auch diese Selbstbeobachtung weiß nichts von einer wirklichen Beobachtung des Willens.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":133,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p033"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p034","passage_number":34,"text":"Diese wirkliche Beobachtung des Willens muss wiederum in einer langen, energischen und ausdauernden Seelenarbeit erreicht werden. Da gelangt der Mensch dazu, dem Streben eine gewisse Gestalt zu geben: Zuschauer seines eigenen Willens zu werden. Aber da stellt sich etwas sehr Sonderbares wiederum heraus. Indem man strebt, Zuschauer seines eigenen Willens zu werden, indem man gewissermaßen danach strebt, das eigene Wollen so anzuschauen, wie man sonst äußere mineralische oder pflanzliche oder sonstige Wesenheiten anschaut, da gelangt man dazu, dass man sich nach und nach ganz wie selbstverständlich verliert, dass man aufhört, gewissermaßen Zuschauer zu sein.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":94,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p034"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p035","passage_number":35,"text":"Also das Sonderbare tritt ein, dass man dasjenige, was man gerade energisch anstreben muss -— Zuschauer zu sein seines Willens —, dass das im Erarbeiten dieser Zuschauerschaft wie sich selbst auslöscht! Man löscht sich wirklich aus, indem man versucht, immer mehr und mehr auf seinen Willen hinzuschauen, man löscht sich aus!","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":51,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p035"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p036","passage_number":36,"text":"Dafür aber wird der Wille, den man anschaut, immer weniger und weniger den Charakter des Willens, den Charakter des Wollens tragen. Dasjenige, was man bisher als Wollen erlebt hat, wird einem erscheinen wie eine Oberflächengestaltung des inneren Seelendaseins. Und aus dieser Oberfläche dringt gewissermaßen aus einem Unterirdischen hervor durch diese Oberfläche, durch etwas, wovon man früher gar nichts gewusst hat, man lernt erkennen, dass unter der Oberfläche des Wollens etwas verborgen ist.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":72,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p036"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p037","passage_number":37,"text":"Was ich jetzt erzähle, ist nicht ein Bild nur, nicht eine Metapher oder ein Scheinbild, sondern es ist eine volle Wirklichkeit, eine Wirklichkeit, die sogar viel wirklicher ist als irgendwelche äußeren, handgreiflichen Ereignisse! Das, was da herausspringt aus dem Willen, was immer im alltäglichen Leben unbewusst bleibt, das ist, ja, es ist ein Bewusstsein selber. Man erfährt, dass man in sich trägt während seines ganzen Lebens einen inneren, unsichtbaren, unbewussten Zuschauer seines ganzen Wollens.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":74,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p037"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p038","passage_number":38,"text":"Dieser andere Mensch im Menschen ist eben ganz wirklich. Er ist in jeder Menschenseele vorhanden, und er kann nur so angeschaut werden, dass man den Blick auf das Wollen hinrichtet. Und dadurch, dass gewissermaßen das eigene Bewusstsein ausgelöscht wird, [durch die Oberfläche des Wollens ein anderes, ein höheres Bewusstsein hervordringt], das sich an die Stelle des gewöhnlichen Bewusstseins setzt, ist es Willenswirklichkeit, die auf die vorhin angedeutete Weise durch Geistesentwicklung aus dem Denken geholt wird, holbar wird. So ist es ein anderes Bewusstsein als das alltägliche Bewusstsein, das nun entbunden wird der Willenstätigkeit.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":93,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p038"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p039","passage_number":39,"text":"Und man lernt nun, statt in dem gewöhnlichen Bewusstsein die Welt bloß anzuschauen, mit diesem Bewusstsein, das man selber aus dem Gewoge und Getriebe seines Willens geboren hat, mit diesem Bewusstsein eine [neue] Welt anzuschauen.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":35,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p039"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p040","passage_number":40,"text":"Aber dasjenige, was also aus dem Willen sich entwickelt hat, was man also als eine Willens-Seelenkraft kennenlernt, das muss sich verbinden mit dem, was sich aus dem Denken entwickelt. Dieses Bewusstsein, das aus dem Willen hervorgebrochen ist, muss sich - ich möchte sagen - geistig-chemisch verbinden mit jener Willenswirklichkeit, die aus dem Denken hervorgebrochen ist. Dann ist der innere Geistmensch vorhanden - der sich nun weiß als der Geistmensch völlig frei vom Leiblichen und zu gleicher Zeit weiß in einer geistigen Wirklichkeit drinnen, so wie der Sinnesmensch mit seinen Augen und Ohren sich in der physisch-sinnlichen Wirklichkeit drinnen weiß.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":99,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p040"},{"locus":"GA 70b/1916-03-19/p041","passage_number":41,"text":"Würde man nur dasjenige entwickeln, was sich aus dem Denken herausholen lässt, so würde man in eine immer mehr und mehr bange, man könnte sogar sagen angstvolle Seelenstimmung kommen, zu einem Erfühlen einer inneren Einsamkeit. Dadurch, dass man loslöste vom Denken das, was von ihm losgelöst werden kann, findet man sich eigentlich nur selber, selber webend und wesend in geistigem Werden - in einem geistigen Werdeprozess. Das, was man da einseitig erleben würde, ließe sich vergleichen mit der Fähigkeit, seine Hände überall hin auszustrecken, überall hin Greifbewegungen zu machen, aber nirgend etwas ergreifen zu können. Seine eigene geist-seelische Wirklichkeit würde man erleben, aber nicht eine geist-seelische Wirklichkeit außerhalb [von] einem [selbst]. Diese geist-seelische Wirklichkeit außerhalb von einem erlebt man dadurch, dass aus dem Willenswesen das Bewusstsein, das angedeutet worden ist, herausgehoben wird. Und in und durch dieses Bewusstsein, in diesem und durch dieses Bewusstsein erlebt man jetzt eine geistige Außenwelt, wie man durch die Sinne eine physische Außenwelt erlebt.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":159,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/70b/1916-03-19/p041"}],"beads":[{"from":[32],"to":[32],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[33],"to":[33],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[34],"to":[34],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[35],"to":[35],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[36],"to":[36],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[37],"to":[37],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[38],"to":[38],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[39],"to":[39],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[40],"to":[40],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"},{"from":[41],"to":[41],"confidence":"high","pairing_state":"verified"}],"note":"Paired by the paragraph aligner; each language numbers its own paragraphs. 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