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When it is outside and confronts you, then spiritually, it is as if you had a physical brain on a platter and made it the object of your sense perception.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"title":"Lecture I","site_heading":"John's Gospel as Initiation into Higher Worlds","site_heading_note":"A heading the site wrote for this unit from a summary of it; not in the edition, and not the words of Rudolf Steiner or of the translator. 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Kann etwas in uns bewußt werden, das bloß in unserem Inneren lebt? Solange es bloß in unserem Inneren lebt, ist es uns nicht bewußt. Was subjektiv ist, was der Mensch in sich trägt, dessen ist er sich nicht bewußt. Ich möchte einen groben Vergleich gebrauchen, um das zu verdeutlichen. Sie alle haben ein physisches Gehirn, aber Sie sehen es nicht. Man müßte es herausschneiden, dann könnten Sie es sehen. Derselbe Grund, nur in einer etwas anderen Weise, liegt vor dafür, daß Sie Ihr höheres Ich nicht sehen. Es ist das Ich in Ihnen drinnen. Es muß aber heraus, wenn Sie es wahrnehmen sollen, und das kann nur auf dem astralischen Plan geschehen. Wenn es herausgeht und vor Ihnen ist, dann ist in geistiger Beziehung dasselbe geschehen, wie wenn Sie auf einen Teller ein physisches Gehirn legen und es zum Objekte Ihrer sinnlichen Anschauung machen würden.","text_trust":"verbatim","quote_safe":true,"word_count":152,"url":"https://anthroposophy.ai/v1/steiner/de/ga/94/1906-02-19/p027"}],"english":["GA 94/1906-02-19/p030"],"method":"length","confidence":"high","correspondence":"established","length_check":{"de_words":152,"en_words":154,"ratio":1.01,"partial":false},"pairing_state":"proposed","verified":false},"witness_completeness":{"ratio":0.96,"band":"comparable","note":null,"word_count":4768,"original_word_count":4981,"may_be_abridged":false},"witness_quality":{"translator":{"scope":"unit","status":"not_established","translator":null,"identified_edition":"UNK1980","book_title":"The Gospel of St. John","publisher":null,"publisher_inferred":false,"match_score":1.0,"source_url":"https://www.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA094/English/UNK1980/19060219p01.html","evidence":null,"reason":"source_says_translator_unknown","note":"The source page itself says the translator is unknown. 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