The History of the Esoteric School 1904–1914, Volume Two

GA 265

Notes on the Ritual of Admission to the First Degree

Entry in the notebook archive number 612

Thinking about it:

I feel
Abducted from life
My senses' perception extinguished
Intellectual activity extinguished
Nothing around me
Me in nothingness
Loneliness
Silence
insubstantiality

Lucifer:

You are within yourself
You are your master in your soul realm
You can be everything to yourself
Learn to recognize yourself
Feel yourself
A world is yours
A world full of spirit.
A world full of value.

J'as: Blow¹

The atonement of this feeling:

Outlook into the eternity of solitude.

Forgiveness: Return to the world of misunderstood messengers knowledge - through the incarnations: Scripture. Two columns

Atlantis: Language.

T.

Eagle: consuming the body - day waking
Owl: penetrating the night - -

Raven: darkening the culture -